ok, ok. i know, i know. i haven't received my posting results yet, but just thought i'd post a bit of something. well, its been pretty boring for the past few days...

hmmm. haven't been feeling quite well since yesterday. terrible runny nose with a bit of yellowish-green mucus. (i know, sounds disgusting, but also means that i'm not quite in the right state of health) today was worse. blew out a little bit of blood too. i'm blowing too hard already, but still.. hate this feeling. yesterday had giddy spells and a bit nauseous. standing up is like when you are having a fever and you tried to get up from bed, where everyting seems to have turned dark and it is like bluring my vision, head feels heavy and i need to hold on something for a support. can someone tell me what to do about this?

about the head spinning spells part, it happened quite often for a period of time before it stopped. then recently, it seemed to have started again. normally happens when i try to get up either from my bed (while lying or sitting down), the chair, or from the floor. am i having high blood pressure? can't be right? at such a young age?

and finally, i dun have to visit the doc about my old prob! yup! i guess it should be ok now..

(you know what? i'm very determined about this now, so don't ever change my mind anymore... this time i guess its for real.. anyway, really grateful for all that you've guided me through.. guess your existence in my life is up, and i'll accept that fact..)